him :')

fh , mai , syaf , sue , cha mintak maaf pagi td badmood .. and yang psal mata berair mse korang tgh sembang psal "sekali lagi" coz i was thinking of him . i just need some time .. cha still tk bole lupakan dia .. can you guys imagine , mcm tu jea , dia tglkan cha .. and cpt jea dia ad org laen .. yes , mmg kteowg still kwn , but its hard for me to accept the fact that she is better than me .. i think i figured everything out .. theres nothing wrong , the only thing that was wrong was me .. he didnt love me like he loved her .. i know . i read his blog .. and yes my body felt hot , and my tears ran down my cheeks . but i am actually happy to see him happy .. to see them happy .. seriously , i dont know why i cant hate him and her .. i just cant hate them .. maybe its bcoz , i still love him and i wanna see him happy .. and if she's the one that makes him happy , i'll have to accept it ..

and this is for her : please takecare of him , dont make him sad , coz if anything happens to your relationship with him , it only means , u wasted my tears ..