im done with my trials :)
yeahh thats the main reason i haven't been updating my bloggie hunn . 

so , actually , i always wondered about this . well , what if i still loved my ex ? what if i waited for him ? what if one day he comes back for me ? and what if one day he doesn't come back ?

if i wait for him .. and he doesnt come back . and i still wait . then to a limit , i stop waiting . i move on . and i find someone who could fill the space he left in me . then when im happy , he comes back . and he says he wants me back . what would i do , what am i suppose to do . coz , i know , i still love him , but i am already starting to love this other guy .

why is everything so complicated ? well thats just a thought in my fuckin head :)

the truth is , i know , we could never be together again . i just know . so , maybe its time for me to open a new chapter in my life and just force myself to move on and find someone who could make me love him like i used to love you :)